I lit the fire yesterday...
Not dramatically. Not with ceremony. Laurie pulled the motorhome out before the sun got high and I followed in the van with the coffee and the cats were already yelling from the back of the rig because that's what they do when everything they know starts moving again.
It's 101 degrees in Palm Springs in March. That's not a heat wave. That's the desert telling you something.
We've been here a month. Long enough to get comfortable, which for us means long enough to get itchy. I-10 east this morning. First stop Quartzsite - again. We don't have a reservation. We have a direction and a half a tank of gas and the general understanding that we'll figure out where we sleep when we get there.

I've been doing this long enough to know that winging it is its own kind of navigation. You're not lost. You're just not pretending you know what's next.
Which is, not coincidentally, the exact thing I built Soul Legacy Collective to talk about.
The fire is live now. The Campfire opened. Seven years of knowing this needed to exist, and now it does. And the morning after, I'm on the highway with the cats yelling and the desert doing that thing where the heat makes everything shimmer slightly at the edges and nothing looks quite solid.
That's the in-between. Not a phase. Not a problem to solve. The actual texture of a life being lived honestly.
I used to think I'd do this right when things calmed down. When we had a home base. When there was a desk and a schedule and a clean setup with good lighting. I kept waiting for the conditions to be right before I started building the thing I was supposed to be building.
The conditions are never right. The fridge in the motorhome breaks in March and you're making ice in a record heat wave and building anyway. The cats are losing their minds in a moving vehicle and you're writing anyway. You light the fire and then you get in the van and drive east because that's the next true thing.
This is what I want Soul Legacy Collective to actually be - not a place where we talk about the in-between from a safe distance. A place where we're IN it together. Where I'm telling you the truth from a rest stop outside Kingman with bad wifi and you're reading it from whatever version of the moving vehicle you're currently in.
Your in-between doesn't look like mine. But I'd bet it has the same quality. The same sense of moving without knowing the destination. The same choice, every morning, between forcing the false certainty or just... driving east and trusting the tank is full enough to figure it out.
The fire is real. It's live. And I'm somewhere on I-10 right now proving it.